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So where did I stop in my lamentation?

I am confused. Today was particularly bad because I saw a press release from my former coy and this evening I read a blog where the writer spoke of having his birthday bash in the office.

I miss not working! Beyond missing it I really need to earn a living; I also feel ashamed of myself when I see pics of people I know on the entertainment scene, moving on and doing well without me. I would so love to relocate, not only to save face but to just start afresh. Live in a developed country with my baby for at least 2 years.

I dont know what other direction to go...